Surgery 2 days away : (

I have surgery in 2 days : ( , no riding for 2 months. it SUCKS! Also i'm buying a new saddle that I can't ride in til December! arggg! It is a Weaver 17 & 1/2 inch close contact saddle in havana. I gotta get new leathers and irons. So this weekend i might be going to the tack shop in another town to see if they have any that match the color. Also... last week I went for my riding lesson. I forgot my camera, it was a stressfull afternoon and i just forgot, and it's not acting right, but has anyone ever had a trainer that knows what your gonna do even before you do it? Mine is like that. Shes like "I wouldn't do that Christen!" I've known this trainer for 2 & 1/2 years soooo by now she should know me well...i just wouldn't think she'd know me that well. haha. I love her though, she's great. Well i gotta go do US History homework that never ends.